Amazing New Thrill

Another first in my life, I bought lottery tickets. It's not just the thoughts of spending it if you actually win, it's more on the anticipation of seeing whether your numbers match the winning numbers. It's that anticipation that gets your heart beating slightly faster, make you hold your breath as you log on to the website to see the results. At the moment, the jackpot is at a whopping 35.5 million ringgit, an amount that can change not just mine, but also my family's lives. See, I'm daydreaming again, the results should be out any second now and I can already feel that tingling sensation around my body. No wonder people can get so addicted to buying lottery tickets...

Enough on that, the squash match. I got trashed so badly, losing 5 matches in a row... And among those 5, I only managed to get close to winning once. I must admit, it was heart wrenching. Maybe I still can't say that I know what it feels like to be one of those sports-people who just lost a match that would have made them world champions but it does really really suck to lose...

I'm gonna just stop typing now cause I'm really really excited to go check on those results now, FT out...